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Hey everyone, it’s Naomi.

I know it’s been a long time, and I’m sorry. Really. I know Pandora and Amira have been reopened, and possibly taken by other people who can do them justice and make the characters come to life the way they should. But it’s been bugging me for a long time that I left without a reason or a goodbye, and so I’m here with an explanation.

My home life hasn’t been easy for a long time. Some of you may remember that I act professionally (locally, but professionally nonetheless). When I started, around age eight, my mother switched jobs from a higher paying one to a lower paying one where she would be at a higher position, and my father lost his entirely. This meant that they were both horribly distracted all the time, that my dad would go to the unemployment office every chance he got and my mom would spend the evenings working shifts at a café, and no one was left to help me out with acting and to see my shows. After a while, my paycheck - as small as it was and still is - was being used by my parents to pay for the bills and groceries.

My parents separated. My mom took me, and we’re still living on her small salary. It reached the point where I practically raised myself, because my mom was out working from dawn till dusk. I kept up my acting, but at that point I was about twelve, and starting to feel self-conscious about the way I looked. Theatre really didn’t help - a lot of the factors that sway decisions in who gets cast for roles depend on looks - and I started to eat less and less, deliberately. I dropped pounds and lost weight gradually, up until being confronted by friends and family recently.

I’ve spent this time away to regain confidence in myself and strength.

I’d like to thank everyone who was a friend of mine at TMR. Neve, Koal, Bri, Jess, Mary - everyone. Whether I spoke to you once or a thousand times. You were there for me in a hard time, whether you knew it or not, and helped me so much.

I’m glad to see that TMR is still thriving so much and that everyone is still here. Thank you so much for this experience.

posted 11 months ago with 8 notes

who missed me

posted 1 year ago with 1 note

I didn’t get to watch the Montrose Magpies/Appleby Arrows game.

dzabini:

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…How has flying practice been going?

Fabulous. Really, truly. Um. Fabulous.

I didn’t get to watch the Montrose Magpies/Appleby Arrows game.

dzabini:

I DON’T FUCKING KNOWWWWW.

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At least you’re not marrying a nose picker.

OMG THATS NO GOOD WE’D DIE I JUNTJDHLDKHLK;LK THEY’D NEED TO HAVE THE AMBULANCE ON STANDBY AND OMG GO GO OGO and thats funny cause les mis is coming to florida too YEEE BUDDDY :D

HERE LIE NAOMI AND MARYMURRY

DEAD BECAUSE OF AARON TVEIT’S BUTT DIMPLES

MAY THEY REST IN PEACE

BUT LOL NO THEY WON’T I MEAN HAVE YOU SEEN THOSE BUTT DIMPLES

posted 1 year ago with 4 notes

I didn’t get to watch the Montrose Magpies/Appleby Arrows game.

dzabini:

They wanted me to marry some stuck up pureblood boy who picks his nose.image

Oh. Um. Maybe it was worth missing the game, then?

posted 1 year ago with 35 notes
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I SAW IT THREETIEMS I AND I FEEL YOU MY FRIENDS LAFFED AT MY REACTIONS BUT I DO NOT CARE. HOW AR EU SUPPOSED TO CONTROL UR OVARIES FROM EXPLODIGN MAN ITS UNCONTROLLABELE!!!!!!!

I FEEL LIEK IF WE WERE TO SEE THIS TOGETHER WE WOULD IMPLODE

THAT WOULD BE DANGEROUS

ALSO OMG I JUST FOUND OUT LES MIS IS COMING TO TORONTO WITH RAMIN KARIMLOO AS VALJEAN AND I KINDA LIVE IN TORONTO AND IT’S GDSKLGHDFSIGUGDFSKJHKFDSJLGHS

posted 1 year ago with 3 notes

I didn’t get to watch the Montrose Magpies/Appleby Arrows game.

dzabini:

No, I walked out in the middle of dinner and haven’t talked to them since. I’m not just going to go back and ask for tickets. Only pussies do that.image

But you’d have tickets. Wouldn’t it be worth it?

if i were aaron tveit i would stand in front of a mirror and masturbate then make myself a clone and have sex with it

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

HE’S BEAUTIFUL OMG. AND IN CATCH ME IF YOU CAN. I JUST WANT TO SEX HIS VOICE HE WAS PERF IN LES MIS AND THE MOVIE AI JUST DLKGJSD;LGKL; THAT MAN. i cant i cant my ovaries aye

i kNOW GSDOIFGUJDFGIOUFDSIOPS I’VE SEEN LES MIS TWICE AND THE SECOND TIME I WAS SITTING IN THE THIRD ROW AND I ACTUALLY SCREAMED WHEN HE CAME ON LIKE THE THEATRE LAUGHED AT ME

THIS IS NO LAUGHING MATTER

posted 1 year ago with 3 notes